Brother

Everyone gt something tat they regret for.....

The 1st thing tat i regret in my life is ...why i throw te bottle towards him???

He is my brother....someone who is lazy ,don't care others feeling n picky eaters

He alwaz drives me crazy .... juz bcoz of his attitudes.

However ,he is good brother n son .He always takes cares of mum ,protect us ,n loves me so much .

But ,no matter i know hw much he loves me ,tere is still a gap btwn us.

This is due to an incident during childhood time .

I still remember when i m small ,he likes to play around with me .

He bought me a little bear as my birthday present .

However ,everyting is changed due to te incident .

After tat incident ,we are nt close to each other anymore .

He still sayang me .... bt we ll nt chat ,we ll nt play around with each other anymore.

Everytime when i think abt it ,my tears ll come out involuntary n my heart is so pain ....

Why we bcum like tat???

Can i change te history???

Cry

Recently ,i found tat am i cry too much in this year?????

WHY i cry???
The only reason for me to cry is my family ....
I ll never cry for others instead of my family..... if one day i cry bcoz of u ,then it means u are so important for me like my family.....

I found tat i bcum more n more emotional ....
bcoz of my family?
bcoz of my study?
bcoz of ' somebody '?
I ll easily depress .... Sometimes may be i juz need somebody to talk with me ....bt must be the right person.
I dun like to share my things all around ,sometimes i prefer to talk to a few frens  rather than share it to everybody.....bt if i dun want to talk abt it,dun force me to do tat ,okay?

I think i need to rest ,think abt wat i shld do in the future ,wat shld i give up.....

符致逸-Love you more than anyone

Recently ,i found out that a lot of couple in the drama tends to fall in love easily .
Some of them just met each other for 2 or 3 days ,they already fall in love .

Is tat possible for it to be happened in reality????
If the girl and boy bcum fren for long times ,is tat impossible for them to bcum couple later on???
If a guy like the girl ,he ll proposes to tat girl .... he din propose means  he just assumes her as his fren ???

The only thing i know for now is ,if a guy really like u ,no matter hw ,he ll stay bside u ,u no need 2 chase him behind....

Recently

Recently ,a lot of things happened around me,but i crossed over it ald.
The 1st things is ,the physio diagnosed my mum gt PD ,she is admitted to hospital for checking.
Luckily ,she dun hv PD....bt her OA become more serious than b4...she needs to be assisted while walking or standing.I still remember the moment i get the news that my mum 'may be gt PD '...i cry in front of my frens .Everyday i rush to hospital to find mum.My sis cried because she is too stress and worried for mum condition .I become emo for the whole day.....Such a suffering week for my family members .

The 2nd things is ,my grandmum passed away .Although i m nt so close to my grandmum ,bt i still feel shock and sad when i heard the news that she passed away.I still remember that my mum keep calling grandmum bt she din give any response anymore.At that momnet ,my tears come out again.

The 3rd things is ,i ll move to a new home by end of this year.My sis told me nt to go anywhere by this few month ( bt i nv listen to wat she said :P )I feel excited bt oso sad at the same time .Excited is bcoz i cn live in a bigger room ,sad thing is i need to walk for almost 20min to reach the lrt station and food stalls neary....i m damn lazy :P

Hope that everything ll be fine in the end of this year....i cn move 2 the new home smoothly...my mum's condition ll be better...

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你不知道的事

你不知道,我很喜欢你在我身边笑
你不知道,我很喜欢你耍可爱
你不知道,我很喜欢你陪我玩
你不知道,我很喜欢看你打bowling,因为那时你最帅了

我每次无论开心或不开心都想告诉你,与你分享,听见你的安慰,我的心会舒服很多,但是你都不懂.....

现在的我,再也不想像之前那样特意出现在你身边了,如果你真的在意我,你应该会主动靠近我吧~~~~

最近

最近的我，心里一直重复着一句话，那就是'好的坏的都会过去，就顺其自然吧~~'

现在的我，只想为自己而活，不想想太多，只想更加爱惜自己，好好的装扮自己，让自己更加的有自信，好好迎接全新的一年

以前的我，活得太累了，一直在意一些无谓的东西，在意别人的眼光，真的太累了~~

现在的我，只想努力让自己开心，让自己完成心中的愿望，好好珍惜自己的家人，朋友，带着开朗的心情迎接每一天，每一天都是全新的一天，只要我还可以睁开眼睛，和别人说话，活动自如，那么我就是最幸运，最幸福的了



2012 年的目标：每天都爱自己多一点.