Fifth day.... Rainy day

Yesterday night din sleep well,keep dreaming....I dreamed tat I accidentally met chai li n bring her to Sogo ~~~Then,we met my secondary skul fren n also Pan Yap.Pan yap with a messy look :P

In the afternoon,I went out with mum n bro to consult the doctor. I m so happy tat mum din depend on wheelchair anymore. N the most important thing is,I found the good way to train her gait pattern^^yeah~~~~~

Fourth day...sunny day

Finally,I remembered what mistake I did in my practical exam~~~i did the transverse mobilisation grade III for L3 without moving patient leg~~damn it~~~~that's y I cnt get the marks tat I expected :)

Wat I did tdy?
Play hp games,read story book,teach mum exercise,eat n sleep,go to work in the night.....my life is simple enough,rite?

Third day...sunny day

Juz downloaded this song-because I love u
I get to know this song thru the story book....

If I climbed the highest mountain just to hold you tight
If I said that I would love you every single night
Would you ever let me down?

Well I'm sorry if it sounds kinda sad, it's just that
Worried, so worried
That you let me down

[Chorus]
Because I love you, love you
Love you, so don't let me down

If I swam the longest river just to call your name
If I said the way I feel for you would never change
Would you ever fool around

Well I'm sorry if it sounds kinda bad, just that
Worried, 'cause' I'm so worried
That you let me down

[Chorus]

Well I'm sorry if it sounds kinda bad, just that
Worried, 'cause' I'm so worried
That you let me down

Today,I went to Viva home for the popular book fair.I cnt believe tat I spent rm50 to buy 7 story books~~~~
Thus,I m gonna be a book worm in this holiday~~hurray~~~~~~~

Second day.....hot weather

I spent abt three days time to finish read this book.It able to make me emo for a while after read it.The storyline is long and sad.It's a great story~~~

Tdy,Ai ping asked me to go out on the upcoming Sunday,she is so desperate to meet me~~~haha~~~i miss her so much too ~~~~She told me her frens ll join together,it's time for me to make new frens^^

First day......rainy day

Today,I need to wake up in the early morning to go for physiotherapy with mum in HKL .
The pretty physiotherapist told us my mum cn be discharged .It's such a great news.
BT ,another bad news came,she said my mum may need to do TKR for another leg in the future.
If it really happens,my mum ll suffer a lot n her depression scale ll be higher...
She already suffered a lot n weaker than before,I cnt imagine wat ll happen if she do second times of TKR~~~~

After the physio treatment,we came bck home.I found a video ,n the song keeps replay in my mind
Lyrics:
If I walk would u run 
If I stop would u come
If I say you are the one
Would you believe me
If u ask you to stay
Would you show me the way
Tell me what to say
So you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While you are running away
To chase your dreams
It's time for us to make a move
Cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I m not ready
But I ll try for your love
I can hide up above
I ll try for your love
We have been hiding enough
I ll try for your love
I can hide up above

Suddenly,I remembered u.
I really hope tat u ll sing this song for me
Bt,it's impossible right?
It's also impossible for u to notice this blog n read my posts....
I know it...as u nv care about me....

一个月没有你的假期

如果有如果.....

如果我当初选择去UNIMAS 读护理
如果我当初选择去UTAR念物理治疗
如果我当初不认识Joyce

我就不会认识你
我就不会和你熟
我就不会喜欢你

那么我会快乐点儿吗？
那么我会自在点儿吗？
那么我会不再受伤吗？

如果回到过去，我还会选择喜欢你吗？

我不晓得… … …

你交给我那份信后，我一直等
等你主动找我
等你主动信息我
等你主动牵我的手

但是我，我的等待值得吗？
我期待的那一天回到来吗？
还是，我们之间永远只能停留在朋友的关系里呢？

现在，我需要一个假期
一个没有你存在的假期
好好整理思绪
停此对你的思念
面对对你的感情

一个月没有你的假期，正式开始～～～～

Aaron

Such A nice photo frm the super model-Aaaaaaaaaaron~~~~~

决定了

我决定了，我会暂时把Twitter 撤f掉
在未来的一个月，不会找他，不会想他
我可以的！！！！！！！

Holiday plan

Finally,holiday come~~~~

LAst time,I ll go for part time job in the holiday,bt this time,I decided to stay in the hse~~~

It's such A long time I din take a brake....
Everyday rush btwn school,workplace,new hse n old hse,so tired...

In this holiday,I m nt gonna watch drama only,I m also decided to plan my own physio treatment for mum!

I m gonna do a full assessment,outcome measures n treatment plan for her ~~~

This plan ll be started by tmr !

Hwaiting!!!!!!!!

依然是朋友

才知道 有些感受 我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间隐藏了什么 除了我自己没人懂 ...........我们都是最好的朋友 谁会有勇气去开口 不再哭 不再难过 我们还有好大好大的天空 故事的最后 我们都不曾失去过什么 我们依然是朋友

Mature

Recently,I met up with my old fren-Joyce
Tat day,I told her a lot of things,n both of us slightly drunk,did some stupid things :P

She said I m still look young,bt deep inside my heart bcom mature.....

Ya,it's true

I understand a few things nw :
1. Dun easily give up ,especially someone who is important for u ,if nt u ll regret in the future.U cnt meet the same ppl again in the future.

2.Family is the most important thing in our life.Only them ll truly love us n care for us.

3.Juz let it be.If it's urs,it ll be urs in the future no need to rush.

4. Enjoy our life in every single time,u won't know wat ll happen to u in the next moment .

5.Never compare ur life with others .No one can replace u n u r the special one .

6.Know what u want n try to grasp every chance when it's given .

Tat's wat I learnt in this few years after faced so many changes in my life :P

Now,I grow up .

忐忑

‘有的人究竟哪里好 谁都替代不了’  遗失的美好 by 张韶涵

他究竟哪里好，可以让我的心一下子心花怒放，一下子忐忑不安......

我很喜欢他，喜欢和他在一起的时光
喜欢他听我诉苦，喜欢他陪我玩
我还向他告白了
真的告白了
他也我给了我不明不白的答案

我很害怕失去他，我会吃他的醋
我很在意他的一切

当他唱歌给我听，我心跳得很快很快，人生第一次有人能人我心跳的如此的快

他答应和我单独出去，我以为自己在发梦，我开心得一直傻笑

他和我肩并肩看电影时，我一直期待他会牵我的手....但是他没有

那一天，很特别的一天，他请我看电影，他没有催促想回家，他陪我到处逛，他还送我回家，那代表什么呢？

他答应和我单独约会，是因为他喜欢我吗？他喜欢我吗？他喜欢我吗？

这个问题一直一直的缠绕着我....
如果他喜欢我，那么为什么每次都是我主动，他不主动来找我呢？

看来，只有时间帮到我，时间才可以证明一切

就让一切顺其自然吧～～～
或许我和他都还没准备好，不够成熟，不够勇敢的我们，暂时只能是好朋友......