Happy 23th birthday

Yeah yeah yeah~~~ It's my 23th birthday

This year birthday ,I have an unforgettable and surprised birthday celebration with my love~~

We went to citta mall again to have our lunch and dinner

 We also played mini putt .

We played it in an unusual way and have lots of fun there.

I m really enjoy the moment hanging around with him and play around with him .I m juz relax and laugh a lot when he is around me .

In the night ,we had our wonderful dinner in Tony Romas .

After that ,his plan was began .

He made an excuse that he want to put the food inside the car and asked me to wait for him .

At that moment ,I knew that he gonna bring something for me from the car .

I walked slowly to the spot that he mentioned and waiting for him .

I m just nervous and curious at the same time .

After awhile ,he appeared in front of me with a huge box .
At that time ,i know that what is inside the huge box.
That is my favorite huge bear~~
He made my dream came true ~~
Then i opened my gift and hug the bear tightly
He showed me the birthday card and read the contents
My tears almost fall down at that moment....
I m so touching for the efforts he made
I m so touching for him to rmb the things that i said
I m just so touching until i dont know how to react and what to say .
When we on the way back ,we kept silent ,we hold each others hand

The moment i reached home ,i asked him a question ,how deep is his love for me,he gave me a very sweet answer .
Dumb dumb ,if u ask me the same question ,my answer will be the same as yours ,infinity....
I wouldn't doubt for your love ,i will always support you by your side and i will always love you ~~
Really appreciate for your effort to give me such a surprise birthday celebration ,unforgettable and wonderful moment~~u are so lovely and sweet~~love u so so much~~

Final year

Final year
Project proposal
6000 words
Deadline
Seminars
Workshops

These words always pop up in our mind now...they tense up everyone...no mood for Christmas...facing laptop everyday

My depression scale also gone up higher so sudden due to 'stress'
However ,my depression always come and go in a few days ,it wont last long ,and i ll find the best solution to solve it ,so don't worry for me.
But ,promise me ,never ignore me!
Ignorance will make me get frustrated and cry even harder ...

You are stress
You scared that cannot finish project proposal by time .
You facing laptop everyday with papers around the table.
Everyone facing the same thing too
Some of them not even want to face the reality ,still playing around and do last minutes work

So , my dear ,
Just 'absorb' the stress ,'digest' it ,then facing it with lots of courage .
Believe in urself ,you will finish it by time with a best piece of work .

This month ,u may need to face laptop and papers for long period of time
But ,give some intervals for u to rest ,rest ur eyes ,calm ur mind ,then continue ur works again
Never get frustrated when u feel ur progression is slow.
Everyone has their own style ,never compare with others...
Set a target for urself ,achieve it ,and sleep comfortly every night without worrying about the deadline of pp. ,worrying solve nothing .
Just be confidence ,you can do it,i ll be there for u no matter how late it is ... never forget about me o~

25/11/14

My fren sent me a 'thanks' video

The memories are popped up in my mind

It reminds me about the old memories

In the enc ,i look bck at my old photos

From secondary school time till now

There is some differences there

First ,my smiley face,from closed mouth to opened mouth

Secondly ,my frens around me ,changed a lot

Thirdly ,the frequency of photo i took together with my frens ,become lesser

Suddenly 

I missed the STPM  times

I can meet my best fren frequently

we hang out and chat freely 

I go for classes everyday ,chat with the one beside me 

Starred at the front there for some 'reason'

But 

there is still some 'not good' memories for me during STPM  time

Especially it made my heart broken into pieces ...

But 

I m still glad that i have that experience , it made my school life not too boring at all...

Hopefully i can meet TS again in the future and let TS get to know me better as i missed the chance last time....

29/10/14

It's a tiring day .
I was screwed up for today's workshop .
I knew i din prepare well,my skills are weak ,i m not good in generate appropriate force in the treatment
I m lack of confidence when i m trying to perform the skills in front of Mr. P

However ,i knew i tried my best .
I tried my best to calm myself
I tried my best to show my skills in front of the class
I tried my best to read about the principles and details after the class
I m trying my best to discipline myself
I can do it!!!!!!!

28/10/14

Well ,no quotes for tdy as a quote per day is too boring...

The classes are started nw
Everyday got seminar and workshop
We need to prepare for presentations ,workshop and assignment
Well, we are considered to be busy in this moment

Everytime i ll take a nap once i reached home after school
After a nap ,i need to prepare dinner
Then start to work in the night

However, my work progression is always slow as i m easily be distracted by facebook and youtube
In the end ,i just wrote a few sentences for my assignment
And i will sleep in the late night

What to do?
Now is my final year
I m gonna graduate soon
But i m still confusing everyday

The only thing i can do now is CONCENTRATE!!!!
Don/t ever think too much
And be confidence !!!

Yes!!!! I can do it!!!! Fighting~~~

27/10/14

No one is perfect
We cant be good in everything
We all have our own strength and weakness

Always remind myself that it's okay not to be perfect

26/10/14

When i m in love
I always smile to my love one

When i m in love
I always look for my love

When i m in love
Everything reminded me about my love

When i m in love
I want to tell everything ,keep contact with my love

When i m in love
Everyone know it
But he knows the latest

25/10/14

I don't trust words
I trust actions
Actions speak louder than words
No matter wat u said ,if u din do it u din prove it ,it's juz nothing at all
So, say it ,do it ,prove it......

24/10/14

No one is perfect
Everyone has weakness

If u love them....
Find the good in them
Tolerate the bad in them
Let the love surround both of u

23/10/14 晴

Everything starts with a smile.

No matter how ,just smile to each other ,be appreciate to the time we spent with each other ,be
grateful for the love that we gave to each other ,be satisfied for everything that we had....

Let us smile together and never forget the beginning of our love ....

知足

好久没有update我的blog了.... 我实在是懒得打英文字，因为英文字很难帮我释发我的情感。
如果你想了解我写了什么，就请用google tranlate 吧。

自从我们从kedah回来后，见面时间少得可怜。
聊天也都是用line。

无聊的我，只好独自练习我的ukulele.
我一直不停的练习，好让我可以完美的演奏一首歌曲给你听。

其实，和你交往后，我试图让自己变得更好，好让你能够为我自豪。

我比以前更勤劳的保养自己的皮肤，好让我可以漂漂亮亮的在你身边 。
我比以前更勤劳做运动，好让自己的endurance 更好，那么我就可以陪你做运动。
我要学会Ukulele，那么我就有属于自己的才艺了。
我要克服自己的沟通障碍，和身边的朋友打好关系，那么我就不会在大家多多面前显得太自闭。
我要学会做不同好吃的食物，那么我就可以给你做很多好吃的。

我想，这一切应该就是爱情的魔力吧。它让我努力的把自己变得更优秀，更有魅力。
谢谢你了，亲爱的。

我想，我们在一起一年多了，我们之间的热恋期也过了。
现在的我们，打打闹闹的，就好像两个小朋友一样，平平淡淡的过一天。
不知道怎么的，我总是希望我们的关系能够让全世界知道。
虽然说爱情是两个人的事，但是，有哪个女生不希望自己的男朋友能够在大家的面前大声的说’她就是我最爱的女生‘ 呢？
有哪个女生不希望自己的facebook profile photo 可以换成和男朋友的合照呢？
但是，你说过，现在还不是时候，这点我了解，我也可以谅解你的苦衷。
我只希望你向全世界坦白的那一天能够快点到来。。。希望那一天可以到来。。。

Our first anniversary

Finally ,it is our first anniversary .
And we celebrate it in Kedah....

I ll never forget the last year ,the same day ,u confess to me in secret garden .
I ll never forget the first time u kneel down and asked me to be ur gf .
I ll never forget the first time u hold my hand .
I ll never forget the first time u hug me from behind .
I ll never forget the first time u kiss me .

My pretty boy ,u are so lovely for me.
U can always make me smile so easily .
Thanks for the love that u always give to me,i m really appreciate it ...

Last week ,we had some small argument...i  ignored u ,we had cold war....
I know i shouldn't ignore u ,i should communicate with u properly when i face any problems.
I promised ,i wouldn't ignore u anymore in the future ,i ll tell u the reason when i feel any unhappiness ...
Thanks for ur initiative ,thanks for the effort u made ....thanks my dear...

I hope that we can do well in our final year of Physio...even though we ll be busy for our study ,but we won't ignore each other ,no matte how,our relationship won't be affected so easily in the future and we can have more anniversary to go in the future ^^ i love you ,my dear ~

亲爱的 My dear

刚刚跟你说了晚安，成功的哄你入睡了。
可是，我睡不着，因为我已经习惯了迟睡 （ 都是你害的 :P )


亲爱的 ，你知道吗？
我是个很木纳的人。

我不会随便说出 ‘我爱你这’三个字 。
如果我说了，那代表我是真心的。

我不会当街拥抱你，亲你。
因为，我害羞... ...
其实每次看着你的背影，我都很想给你一个大大的拥抱... ... 但是身为保守又害羞的魔蝎座女孩，我很难做出来。

我很想跟你说，你就是我的王子，照顾我，对我温柔体贴的，宠着我。
你会一直牵着我的手。
你会偶尔给我一个大大的拥抱。
你会不断的逗我说话。
你会帮我吃我吃不完的食物。
你会安全的把我送回家，目送着我到家。
每次拍拖，你都必须来回很远的距离来载我。
你会给我买好吃的。
你会不嫌累的陪我在百货公司走好多圈。
我受伤了，你会心疼，你会呵着我。

而我，我不够体贴，很爱胡思乱想，不爱说话，有点儿任性。

我能对你做的，只能是宽容，谅解，理解，还有关心。
如果某一天你做了让我厌恶的事，我会对你宽容。
如果你迟迟不回我信息，我不会再胡思乱想了，我不会再生气了，我会谅解你 。
如果全世界都反对你，不支持你做的决定，我会了解你，支持你。
如果你生病了，受伤了，不开兴，我会关心你，陪着你。
这些都是我能做到的，我可以一直为你做的。

亲爱的，我不擅长撒娇，我不擅长表达自己的感情，我也不够体贴。
我总是静静的，因为就算我们不说话，我也觉得很舒服自在，我很享受和你一起的时光。
亲爱的 ，我老是摸你的肚子，并不是因为我嫌弃它，而是因为，我觉得它很可爱。
我就喜欢你有点儿肉肉的，很好看，你不需要特地的减肥，别幸苦了自己。
亲爱的，我老是让你早点儿睡，是因为我察觉到你时常咳嗽，说不定早睡对你的咳嗽有帮助哦。

亲爱的，你看完了整篇文章，你能懂吗？你的女朋友就是个木纳，被动，文静的女生，但是她会默默守护着你。而你呢，必须想办法打破我这座冰山，加油~

Just said goodnight to u ,bt i m still here updating my blog...as i cannot sleep .

My dear ,do u know that i m actually is a quiet and boring person.

The three words ' I Love You' wont be easily come out from my mouth.
If i said it ,it means that i m very sincere .

It's hard for me to hug u ,kiss u in the public.
It is because....i m shy.
Everytime when i watching your back ,i always wanted to give you a back hug...but i m shy and i missed the chance....well,i m trying my best to overcome my shyness....i know i can do it~~

Got one thing that i really want you to know is ... you are just like my prince ,my angel
You always hold my hand .
You always give me a big hug .
You always amuse me.
You will help me to finish up the food that i cannot eat .
You remember every single things about me .
You need to travel for a long journey just to pick me up and send me back in every dating time
You will buy dessert for me when i wish for it .
When i get hurt ,u will worry for me and take care of me .
I m always appreciate all the things that you did for me .

However ,i m not considerate enough ,tend to be over thinking ,tend to be quiet ,and a bit willfulness.

Now ,the things that i can do for my dear is to be tolerant ,considerate ,understanding and caring .
If u did something wrong ,i ll be tolerant ,forgive you .
If u forget to reply my message  ,i wont t be over thinking anymore ,i ll be considerate .
If no one support you ,i ll be understanding ,give you lots of support no matter how .
If u get hurt ,unhappy ,frustrated ,i ll be caring ,take care of u ,always stay with u no matter how.
That is all the things that i can do for u ,be ur secret angel ,protect u ,support u ...

My dear ,i m not good in expressing my feeling ,i m not considerate enough ,i m always careless .
I m always tend to be quiet ,it's because i m still feel comfortable with you even though we dint chat .I enjoyed every single moments when i m with you .I love your smell ,i love your voice ,i love your laugh ,i love your smile .

My dear ,i like to rub your tummy ,not because it is fat ,it is because i felt it is cute .I like u to be a little bit fatty ,not too thin ,u still look good.No need to purposely keep fit ,don't torture yourself .

My dear ,i always persuade you to sleep earlier as i know sleep earlier is good for your health .I noticed that you always cough juz like my brother .Sleep earlier may help a bit to reduce ur symptom .

My dear ,after you read this article ,can u understand? Your girlfriend is a boring ,quiet ,childish girl.She got a lot of weakness ....but she will try her best to be your angel,support you from behind .She is an iceberg, you must break this iceberg with ur passionate and take the initiative to  melt her heart ~~~

My dear ,when you are reading this ,i just want you to know, i love you so much ,i appreciate all the things that you did for me ,the presents that you gave me ,i love them all...i just want to say thank you to u and i love you ~~~

结局

几个月过 去了，她再次向他告白，一样的，她用Line再次向他告白了。
这一次，结果不一样了。
他接受了她的告白。
他约了她在秘密花园见面。
他跪了下来，问她‘请问你愿不愿意当我的女朋友？’
他向她伸出了手。
她说了一声‘Yes’ 。他紧紧握住了她的手。
他们都笑了。

她等的这一天终于到了，她终于等到了她的王子。

一个月又一个月的过去，她对他的爱有增无减。

她喜欢他对着她笑。
她喜欢他在她身边一直说个不停。
她喜欢他担心她的样子。
她喜欢他说她糊涂鬼，然后吩咐她小心点儿。
她喜欢他给她买棉花糖吃。
她喜欢他说的甜言蜜语。
她喜欢他一直聆听她说的话。
她喜欢他记住她说过的话，记住她所有的细节。
她喜欢他扮鬼脸。
她喜欢他抱住她。
她喜欢他一直牵著她的手。
她喜欢他唱歌给她听。
她喜欢他弹canon给她听。
她喜欢他喂她吃东西。
她喜欢他每一天跟她说‘goodnight`。
她喜欢他轻轻摸她的头发。
她喜欢他躺在她的大腿上睡觉。
她喜欢和他自拍。
她喜欢他吃醋的样子。
她喜欢他亲吻她。
她喜欢他那厚实的肩膀。
她喜欢他背她。
她喜欢他煮东西给她吃。
她喜欢他替她吃完她吃不完的食物。
她喜欢他保护她。
她喜欢他的一切

无论他变胖，或者变笨，她都会喜欢他，因为她就是喜欢他，爱着他。

故事7

一个月又一个月的过去了。
他们关系越来越好。
他们每天都聊天，逗对方，跟对方说声‘晚安’ 。
渐渐的，他们习惯了每一天临睡前跟对方说声 ‘晚安’。

她的一位好朋友从国外回来了，她约了她出来见面。
她主动帮她约了他看电影，他答应了。
那一天，她开心得睡不着。

在约定好的时间和地点，他真的扑约了。
他们共同拥有了一段美好的时光。
他们一直聊天，一直笑，她很希望时间就那么永远的停留着。

不久后，学校假期到了。
这次，她主动约他看电影，他答应了。
在这个假期里，他们一起单独约会了好几次。
他们的关系也越来越暧昧。

她开始烦恼了。
她在想。他对她有意思吗？
她在想，他们难道要一直暧昧下去吗？

故事6

两年过去了，她和他也成为了好朋友两年。
有一次，他考试不及格，他很伤心，她很担心他。
她漏夜赶了一份全新的笔记给他，只希望可以帮到他。
最后他及格了，她很开心。

2013年2月13日是她对他第一次的告白，她send了一封信息给他，但是他没有立即回复她。
她很紧张。
两天后，他给了她一封信，他说，他还没准备好，他希望他们暂时维持好朋友关系，她接受了。
她和他继续有说有笑的，就像以前那样，还是好朋友。

故事5

实习结束了，假期也到了。
她拿到了两张ice skating 的票，她决定约他一起去。
他答应了。
他们两人都不会溜冰，结果玩了一整天，也只是扶着扶手在一旁走而已。
那天，她很开心。
她在想，他应该知道我喜欢他吧... ...

过了没多久，开学了。
有一天，她的朋友对他们开玩笑，说他们有暧昧。
他介意了。
他告诉了她的朋友，他们之间没什么。
她很伤心，心很痛，哭不出来，他不懂。
她继续待在他身边，做他的好朋友... ... ...

故事4

他们的第二次实习时间又到了。
这次，她决定把握机会，一定要和他去同一间医院实习。
终于，她争取到了这次的机会，与他到马六甲实习一个月。
在马六甲期间，他们睡同一间房。
他们每天晚上临睡前，都会聊天。
她慢慢的了解他，知道了一些小秘密。
他们整天闹在一起，一起玩，一起看电视，一起聊天。
他们共同拥有了不少美好的回忆。
她也越来越喜欢他，无法自拔的喜欢他。

故事3

实习结束后，她和他关系更好了。
她和他有说有笑的。
她开始对他有好感，她开始主动接近他。
她主动facebook message 他，和他聊天 。
他们一起去了沙滩玩。
那一次的出游发生了一些小意外，她很担心他。
那一次出游，她第一次喝醉酒。
她让自己喝醉是因为她看着他，她知道他不喜欢她。
幸亏，那一天，她没有乱说话。
终于，在她20岁生日那天，她鼓起了勇气，问了他一个问题。
她问他，如果我说我喜欢你，你会给我一个怎样的答复。
他说，他也不知道，他需要时间去思考这个问题。
那时，她很失望，很伤心。
就这样，她度过了她的20岁生日。

故事2

已经开学好几个月，她和他没什么交集。
虽然他们同班，但是被分到不同组，偶尔才会一起上课。
她的朋友开始和他熟络了，自然的，她也开始认识他。

半年过去了，他们也到了实习的时间。
她和他被分到同一间医院。
她和他开始对话了，她也开始逗他玩。
那时的她，觉得他是个banana,又小过他，外在条件也不符合她的标准，她不可能喜欢他。

他本来很少跟她说话，但是有一天，他突然主动的问她，他们该怎样去医院呢？
那时候，她突然觉得他很可爱... ... ...

实习时间到了，他们每天一起上下班。
实习的第一天，午休时，她独自一个人吃午餐，因为她的同学身边没有空位了。
这时候，他主动坐过来，和她一起用餐。她觉得很温馨，她心里很开心，因为有人陪。
慢慢的，他们开始熟络。
她习惯有他在身边，她习惯跟他聊天，她习惯听他唱儿歌。

很快的，一个月过去了，实习结束了。

Jumanji

Juz finish a movie which is Jumanji .It is an old movie during my childhood time .

Well ,i watched it again as my sis mentioned it before it is her favourite movie .

Really ,this movie is great .It made me felt tension while watching it .

There is a quote inside the movie  'u need to face the things that u afraid of ' .

I love this quote .We a;ways need to take the challenges and face it .If we keep run away from it ,we wont solve anything .Courage is needed for us to let us achieve something great in our life .

故事 1

从前，有一个平凡的女生。
她很爱发白日梦，很希望自己能够遇到王子，宠她，疼她。
她很爱美，很爱把自己扮美美的。
她并不聪明，但是很不服输，只要一次做不好，她就会要求自己下次一定要做好。
她很容易自作多情，老是以为别人喜欢她，其实才不是呢。
她很自卑，对自己没信心。

那一年，她迈入了期待已久的大学生涯，她希望一切从头开始，她希望可以遇到自己的王子，她希望成为一位物理治疗师。
那一年，她遇见了他。
开学的第一天，她看到他静静的站着，听着歌。
他很高，看下去很年轻，她以为他是foundation的学生。
万万没想到，他尽然和她同班。

开学第二天，ice breaking .他坐在她面前。
她觉得他很高，挡住了她的视线，还有，她察觉到他颈部有厚厚的赘肉，好丑噢...
在其中一个环节，他转身了，他自我介绍，他用很阳光的笑容，向着她说，hi,my name is XXX .
那是他对她说的第一句话。

夏天 ，是你觉得热的时候；
喜欢，是你觉得痛的时候；
再见，是你觉得困的时候；
想念，是你觉得老去的时候。

Day 8 of jogging

Finally ,it's the day 8 of my jogging time ~~yeah~~
Now ,i felt at my ex. tolerance is slightly improved...my S.O.B and HR is reduced a lot .

As u see the photo above ,me and my fren are able to find out a lot of new road .
During jogging time ,we enjoy the scenery along the road .... we found different kind of flower ...we found Abrin ...we found 'mushroom'....

Jogging time is the most relax moment for me in the whole week time...
Everytime i felt happier and relax after jogging ..
Thus ,i ll continue my routine ...jogging twice a week ~~
Yeah~~~

Leap year

Well,tdy finish another movie which is Leap year .

It's about a woman who in a relationship with her boyfriend for 4 years but her boyfriend still havent propose to her 。Thus ,she made a decision in which she will propose to her boyfriend on 29 February .According to Ireland tradition ,a woman can propose to a man on that day and she has  a great chance to success .In her journey to Ireland ,she met a guy which changed her thought .

In the story ,the guy asked the woman ,if an emergency had occurred and you only had 60 seconds to bring something along with you from your apartment ,what will u bring?

For me ,i still cant figure out the answer yet ...how about you?you got the answer already ?

This movie is quite funny and romantic .

For me ,I rate it as 9/10 .

we bought a zoo

This is the movie tat i juz finish watch today.
It is a great movie and it made me smile in the end of the story .
It is about a family who bought a dilapidated zoo and took the challenge to prepare it before the zoo was reopened again for the public .
The father tried his best to solve all the problems ,eventhough he knew he maybe bankrupt if the zoo cannot reopened again .He dare to tae such a big challenge just for his daughter and son happiness .
In the end ,he able to do it .The zoo was reopened to public and it became popular .

There was a quote in the movie which was very meaningful -“You know, sometimes all you need is twenty seconds of insane courage. Just literally twenty seconds of just embarrassing bravery. And I promise you, something great will come of it.” 


I m totally agree with it ,everyone juz need tat 20 seconds to do something tat u think is embarrassing ,but ...it may change your life ,u wont know it?If  it doesn't bring any good thing for u ,it's okay ,juz 20 second s,who care? It's better u did nothing and regret in the future right?
So ,from now on ,if u hesitate to do something ,or to tell something ,juz set 20 seconds for yourself and do it~~after 20 seconds ,something great will happen ,if it doesn't happen ,it's okay ,it wont affect you a lot ~~~

Recently ,i set a few targets for myself :
1. Jogging at least twice a week .
2. Watch one movie each day .
3. Read one chapter ( any topics ) per day .

Is it hard to achieve??? No! i can achieve it~~~
As everyday spend time with mum ,prepare lunch and dinner,actually it's quite busy ....
So ,i need to quite the habit of watching too much drama~~
I can do it!!!!!!!YES!!!!!!

Today ,i watched Eason Chan 2013 concert~~~bravo~~he is really awesome ~~
The first song that he sing already make me smile ,make me feel warm~~His live performance is always perfect for me

Today ,i gonna list down the 10 things that can make me smile ( not according to sequence ):
1. Ice cream
2.my mum's smile
3.Afalean Lu cute act
4. Eason Chan live performance
5. An entrance ticket to theme park
6. Hug
7. Playground
8.Chit chat with my bff
9. Doraemon
10. You ^^

Sick

anyeong~~
Yesterday night got a nightmare
Today morning wake up with sore throat and headache~~
Officially today gonna rest more and have some medicines

Recently ,i planned one thing for myself...which is....i want to jog at least once a week to improve my exercise tolerance~~

I can do it~~i can do it~~i can do it~~~

Finally i m bck~~

Yeah~~~i m bck to K.L.~~~
I can cook whatever i like ,i can eat my fav food ,got unlimited wi-fi ,my family members are right beside me
Happy~~~

The life in Kuantan is unforgettable for me ~~
The happy weekend in Teluk Cempedak and Sg. Lembing ,learnt to do suction on infants ,get new frens frm KKM~~all are happy memories for me~~

By the way ,another thing to make me happy is to see u get jealous
Everytime jegan approach me very close ,u ll try to do the same thing oso
He laid his hand to hold me ,u do the same thing oso
He touched me ,u show an unhappy face ~~
It's so cute~~As i nv saw u jealous b4~~hehe~~
I noe jealous isnt a good feeling at all ,so i wont let it happen again~~hehe~~
U oso cnt let me get jealous o~~if nt i ll get emo n crazy~~~

Last weekend in Kuantan

Finally,third week is over,tdy is the last weekend in Kuantan

Yesterday we went to Sg.Lembing,it's an awesome journey,I like tat place^^

Tdy,we went to mall,juz to hang out,doing ntgh for the whole day,bt I m still happy
We chat,we laugh ,we sing
I try to 'manja' ,as I nv do it b4 to anyone else
It's really funny,I juz laugh away n nt really 'manja' ....
We went bck to the mall again in evening juz for a cup of coffee
Actually for me,my aim is nt the coffee,I juz want to spend more time with u
As we go bck K.L ,we won't hv free time
Bt,in August,I gonna face u again for one n a half month,hehe^^
we ll pass our one year anniversary in Kedah~~~
maybe we cnt celebrate it tere,bt we must celebrate it after bck to K.L again ,arasou?

Almost forget to update my blog tdy
Tmr ll be the first day for work
I shld be happy [ trying hard to convince myself]
Hopefully the physio ll be good to me
I dun care to work a lot
JuZ hope the physio ll teach me n correct me directly when I did wrong
Plz... Let everything works smooth in this one mth...

First day in kuantan

Finally,I m here ,kuantan
It's quiet a good place to stay
The landlord is quite good for me
Everything is fine

In d beginning,I looks emo
It's bcoz I m too tired as yesterday din sleep at all
Besides tat,I feel lonely
I like to looks outside the car bcoz I ll easily nausea in car...

Bt after the whole day,I feel better nw
Hopefully I won't be lonely this time

stress

Tomorrow is the day for me to go Kuantan...
I m stressed ...
I m worried for mum
I din prepare anything for CR .... ald such a long time i din touch abt CR
I din sleep well ,keep dreaming every night
My mum is depressed ,i oso depress,i cnt help her
Anxiety ,depression ,stress affected my health ....

hw ...hw .... hw....

9/3/14 sunny day

Finally ,finished my last pt for assgn.
But.....i need to make some changes for the trx pt as lack of confidence for it
I must finish it by tues...then wed i m gonna watch my fav drama n shows
Yeah~~~

Tdy went for steamboat dinner with my sis n her Iran fren.
The restaurant provided good services and comfortable environment.
Although the food is quite pricey ,bt the quality is good .
I hope that next time can bring him there for dinner.

I found tat everytime when i found a good place with nice food n coffee ,i ll think abt him ,n want to bring him tere ^^

Tdy ,he still stuck to the trx pt of the assgn .,nt even done 50 % of it ,it made me worry for him...wat he did in the last few days???why the progression so slow???will he be too stress nw???
I juz hope that he can cope with stress n finish assgn earlier ~~~Hwaiting n Gambateh!!!!!!!

8/3/14 sunny day

Sat again,working day again
After working ,want to do assgn,bt too tired,so postponed it till next day

Again,watch my fav show
In the show,a girl come bck to the special stage,proposed to her love
She did lots of things,in d end,the guy felt so touched n accepted her propose.

In the show,it looks so sweet
Bt in my eyes,it's juz looks like the girl forced the guy to accept her
It made me feel like the guy juz felt touched,bt din really love her...

電視劇 女警愛作戰 主題曲
主唱：周麗淇、謝天華
作詞：林日曦
作曲：鄧智偉
編曲：Johnny Yim
監製：鄧智偉

先枉花幾多歲　安於邊際　兜圈散步
方懂得怎走向中心
必經幾番戀愛　幾種傷痛　扭曲愛恨
終於懂忠於我的心

祈求能每天都隨心上陣　愛所愛時恨我恨
如絆倒　不夠運　 全憑餘勇又再起行
變遷中隨心抉擇　信所信何用抱憾
場地差　天氣壞　前行時更勇敢

當天找到的愛　荊棘鋪蓋　不敢靠近
一呼一吸都太小心
當初青春小徑　風景很美　花多眼亂
都消失方知太多心

祈求能每天都隨心上陣　愛所愛時恨我
恨
如絆倒　不夠運　 全憑餘勇又再起行
變遷中隨心抉擇　信所信何用抱憾
場地差　天氣壞　前行時更勇敢

愛錯過我會更明瞭我心
錯過愛我怕我年年在空等
我信我奮勇繼續再找　是幸福終於會接近
看這箭我會命中中心

祈求能每天都隨心上陣　豁出去承受缺憾
如絆倒　不夠運　 全憑餘勇又再起行
變遷中隨心抉擇　抱緊了無用發問
前路再　多障礙　前行全靠信心

7/3/14 sunny day

One week later ,i m need to go Kuantan for my posting .
It made me stress as i din prepare anything at all,especially i m gonna go for CR
Such a long time i din do CR ass. and percussion ....
Juz hope tat my physio. ll be kind to me !!!
This time ,i m gonna stay alone ... hope tat i wont feel lonely as i m the kind of person tat easily feel lonely n emo
Hope tat my landlord ll be good to me too~~
One more week to go!!!!

6/3/14 sunny day

Again ,a day filled with assignment
Today is no.181 days ,19 days more to go ,ll be 200 days~~

Actually ,it's really hard to update blog everyday as there is no much things to tell in my blog~

As usual ,i wake up at 9 a.m ,have a cup of coffee and look through my facebook and twitter,listened to some soft music ~start my assignment

In the afternoon ,i have my lunch while watched my favorite show 'perfect dating '...

The show had shown a few videos from the moment have a crush on a person ,from friend to couple ,become a  couple ,the videos are meaningful .

Have a crush on a person ,it's the sweetest moment and also saddest moment .U will be happy when u meet him ,u talk to him ,he smile to u ;u also will be sad when he ignore u ,he din reply ur messages ,he talks to other girls .

From friend to couple ,that ambiguous relationship ,full of sweet and sour moments .
It's sweet when both of u chatting non-stop ,the sweet messages that u received from him
It's sour when u don't know what he is thinking about ,u don't know whether u need to give up on him or continue the ambiguous relationship

Become a couple ,it is always sweet
U know that he is there for u always
U know that he will celebrate the special moments with u
U know that he truly love u ,no doubt for his love .

Above is what i undergone and what i felt .
I hope that my relationship will be always sweet ,no matter what~~

5/3/14 sunny day

One more weeks ,i m gonna pass up my assignment ...bt i m nt ready yet...otokeh T.T
I found that ,during assignment time ,i ll be very stress ,emo ,dun like to talk ...tat's all due to stress~~
So ,when i m doing assignment ,plz dun approach me ,be good to me ,n never ignore me ,if nt i ll think to much ...n lead to emo~~emo lead to depression~depression lead to heart broken~~

4/3/14

I din update my blog for these few days as something is happened ,so busy ,unable to do tat.
Just celebrate his belated birthday yesterday ,we chat ,watch movie ,have our lunch n dinner together...
My present for him are a video ,3 wishes and a couple bracelet .

The video that i made ,consists of his photo frm the past till nw ...
It is meaningful .Everytimes i looks at the video ,it made me feel like i m also looking at his past , participate in it ,seeing him growing up .Till the moments we met ,bcum fren ,bcum couple ,all are wonderful moments that we undergone .

The 3 wishes ,are wat i can do for him .

The couple bracelet ,it consists of a lock and a key .The lock is belongs to me while the key is belong to him.
Actually it means that he is the only one that got the key to open up the lock in my heart .
Unfortunately ,his bracelet is accidentally spoiled ,needs to repair it .

If u are reading my blog ,juz want to tell u that ,i hope i can celebrate ur birthday for the following many many years ,we ll be happy together always ....bcoz i love you ~

26/2/214 rainy day

今天，外面依然阳光普照，但是我的心下雨了
昨晚，大哭了一场，把哥哥姐姐吓坏了
他们问我为什么哭，我说不出理由，也不想说
今天，眼睛肿了，心碎了，你在哪里？

傻子

我不需要 也不重要 做一個傻子多麼好 我不明白 也不需要明白 
就讓我這樣 到老 

25/2/14 很想讨厌你

我真的真的很想讨厌你

我很喜欢很喜欢你，也很讨厌讨厌你！！！！

24/2/14 sunny day

Start by tdy,I ll write something in my blog everyday

今天，看了你的推特，你说你很开心，因为有一个韩国人跟你说话，你:听得明白
我突然想，为什么你不告诉我呢？为什么你不找我呢？
我们现在就好像在谈远距离恋爱，两个星期见一次，偶尔聊一聊，我真的很想你……

部落格

刚刚读了你的部落格
我的脸上泛起了甜甜的微笑
心也跟着跳动了
你呀~
总能让我觉得甜甜的
真的真的很喜欢你，很爱你

13/2/13 IS A SPECIAL DAY FOR ME
Why?bcoz on tat day i confess to him
Now ,one year is passed ,everything is changed
we are couple nw...

I m always wonder...
If i din confess on tat day
If i din ask him out
If i give up earlier
He ll fall for me?
We ll become couple?
Or we ald stay apart frm each other...

I wont think abt it anymore
Juz appreciate what i m having nw
Because what i m having now is the one that i hope to get in the pass....

Happy Valentine's day ,my dear~~

Thanks for ur gift .

This is the most meaningful and special gift that i nv receive b4~~love it so much~~

I ll use it wisely ^^

LOVE U ,LOVE U~~

You

Tdy,u lied on my thigh.
The moment I starred at u while u are sleeping,my heart beat very fast.
I feel like u like a baby,u looks different while u are sleeping.
My eyes juz cnt move away frm u,I cnt concentrate on the movie at all.
I tried to kiss ur forehead by lean my body forward,bt it failed...my lips cnt reach tere T.T
In the end ,I give up,juz starred at my handsome prince sleeping comfortably....

Let u noe a secret...u are the only one that can touch my hair freely n sleep on my thigh ^^if others do tat,I m sure ll push them away bt for u I won't^^