First post in 2014

Anyeong ,today is the first day of 2014.
I had a wonderful countdown with my love one last year ^^

Last year ,i feel like i undergone a lot of things ,a lot of changes happened on me ,and my mind become more complicated.I tend to think to much .

For this year ,nonthing much i want to change ,i juz want to be more confidence and dun think too much,that's all~~~

I ll do my best to achieve my goals in this year ~~~ i dun want to be a lazy girl,i want dun want to emo, i want to be a sunshine for everyone!!!!!

还有,我想对亲爱的你说,遇见你,认识你,喜欢你,爱上你,过程中有苦有甜,但是现在的我很幸福.你让我懂得凡事顺其自然,不用急,有时慢慢来,出来的结果会更好.

拳击手

我們總是希望能在感情戰中佔上風，然而許多時候，越是爭取越是落得滿身是傷的下場。
有時候人總要學會適時投降認輸，才能重新再練過。

認輸，不代表我以後都會輸。

我只是這一次不跟你糾纏了。

懂嗎？

My journey

It's already the third year for my study .
Suddenly ,i miss the old times ...my first year and second year ....the practical class.
Now ,all about research ,it really made me crazy !!!!!!!
I hate assignment !I hate assignment !I hate assignment!!!!!!!!!!!

However ,no matter how ,i still need to finish it in order to graduate,i know it
So,no matter how hard is it ,i m gonna do my best ,never finish it last minutes ,do it slowly and smoothly ~~~

Till now ,my dream havent change yet ,i want to be a good physiotherapist in general hospital !!!!!
I can achieve it~~~~~

Happy birthday~~~

Happy 22nd birthday to Vinx~~~
I m really have a super wonderful day on my birthday~~
Thanks for the present ,thanks for the card ,thanks for the time tat u spent with me~~

L is for the way you Look at me
O is for the Only One i see
V is Very Very extraordinary
E is Even more than anyone that you adore
I will take your heart and never break it ~~~
Because I know that love was made for me and you

Happy 100th days anniversary

Happy 100th days anniversary ~~~

I hope that we can have 200th days anniversary ,300th days anniversary ,400th days anniversary ......and so on......

For me ,

U are the one tat i want to stay with 

U are the one that i want to say goodnight to u every night

U are the one that i want to say

I love you ~~

爱是永不止息

愛是永不止息 - 張芸京


愛是很久忍耐又有恩慈
愛是不嫉妒 愛是不自誇
不張狂不做害 羞的事
不求自己的益處

不輕易發怒
不計算人的惡
不喜歡不義 只喜歡真理
凡是包容凡是相信凡是盼望

凡是忍耐
愛是永不止息

愛是永不止息

愛是很久忍耐又有恩慈
愛是不嫉妒 愛是不自誇
不張狂不做害 羞的事

不求自己的益處
不輕易發怒
不計算人的惡
不喜歡不義 只喜歡真理
凡是包容凡是相信凡是盼望
凡是忍耐
愛是永不止息

愛是永不止息

愛是永不止息

愛是永不止息

愛永遠不會止息

爱

爱，不是看爱有多深，而是能够爱到底
爱不一定要时时都那么的浓烈
淡淡的爱情，更容易细水长流
像朋友般聊天，像情侣般亲密，像亲人般关心对方，那样的爱情最美好

爱，不一定要炫耀
自己知道就好
爱情是两个人的事，不一定要告诉全世界

爱，就是要信任
缺乏信任的爱情，只会为对方带来伤害

爱，需要适当的付出，不是完全的付出
情侣之间需要适当的空间
有自己的世界
如果把对方当成自己的全部
那么到最后，就会失去自我 ，也让对方:失去自由

其实，我在这里讲得那么的头头是道，我自己也在学习着如何做到以上的事项
我和我的男朋友，交往了一个月，也分隔两地一个月
在过去的一个月，我们很少联络
但是，一知道他遇到了困难，我开始担心，犹如遇到困难的是我自己…
当我知道他的困难没了，我也松了一口气
看来，我真的真的很爱他
但是，我总有一个问题，就是不善于表达自己的想法
他总爱对我甜言蜜语的，我却做不到
这是我最大的问题……
希望你能体谅我
身为魔蝎座的我真的很木纳……

I miss u

Third weeks

It's the third week already.....
Are you wonder why i always count the days?
I also dunnoe why....
I felt i m in a dream ....a very sweet dream...

We already date for three times .
Every time we gain  a lot of sweet memories ....
We hold hands and walked in the shopping mall for the whole day without any tiredness,we watched funny movie and i lean on your shoulder ,we feed each other ,we played games ,we choose clothes for each others and etc....

Actually everytime before the date, i m damn nervous ...
I m also feel awkward in the beginning of the date ....
However ,the moment i hold your hand ,the awkwardness is gone....
I felt so secure and warm ...
I also like to lean on your shoulder ,especially when i m tired ....
Your shoulder is warm and wide enough for me to lean on it comfortably ....

Actually after the first date ,i m still worry about our relationship
I felt so insecure ...
However ,after i listened to your story about me ,my worries are gone ,i felt secure ....
I knew ur feelings toward me...
I knew i should be confident to myself
I knew our relationship is real

Now ,i m happy and feel so 'sweet' everyday ^^

Thanks monkey
Thanks dumb dumb
U are my happiest moment in my life too
I love you ...

你的微笑

演唱：那英

好想你　每次都是情不自禁
深呼吸　把思念隱藏在心底
好難得　能夠和你一起快樂
像時間　把你和我變回從前

那天的遊樂園是否依舊晴天
那定格的畫面在觸摸　那份想念

你的微笑　是我的驕傲
這種感覺讓我很好
我會努力　讓你看到
把遠距離變成一步之遙

你的微笑　像一種毒藥
每天想他想到睡著
最後的結局不想知道
管他幸福還是傷心也好
愛過才重要

好想你　每次都是情不自禁
像時間　把你和我變回從前

那天的遊樂園是否依舊晴天
那定格的畫面在觸摸　那份想念

你的微笑　是我的驕傲
這種感覺讓我很好
我會努力　讓你看到
把遠距離變成一步之遙

你的微笑　是一種毒藥
每天想他想到睡著
最後的結局不想知道
管他幸福還是傷心也好
愛過才重要

你的微笑　是一種毒藥
每天想他想到睡著
最後的結局不想知道
管他幸福還是傷心也好
愛過才重要

管他幸福還是傷心也好
愛過才重要

曾经，我也像普通的女生，写下自己对男朋友的要求

我的男朋友一定要，
会华语
成熟稳重
会打篮球
高过我
会念书
外表酷酷的
可以带我到处玩

现在，我的男朋友，似乎与我设下的要求完全相反
我的男朋友
只会英文，福建，马来文
幼稚爱玩
最爱羽毛球
高度有180+
我和他的成绩不相伯仲
爱笑，而且笑到发出声
拥有温暖的肩膀
无时无刻紧握我的手
非常体贴
很温柔
喜欢我喂他
有时会对我甜言蜜语
爱下厨

显然，除了高之外，他完全不符合我设下的条件
但是，我很喜欢他
他的温柔体贴融化我的心
他幼稚爱笑，很自然，很可爱
我很喜欢他的肩膀，躺着很舒服，很有安全感
我喜欢陪他玩，分享音乐，一起看戏，大声的笑
我喜欢他在我的身边
我相信我们的手握紧了，就不会轻意分开~
我对我们的爱情有自信！

爱久见人心

爱久见人心
作词：彭学斌、陈没 作曲：彭学斌
演唱：梁静茹

我冷漠是不想被看出
太容易被感动触及
我比较喜欢现在的自己
不太想回到过去

我常常为我们之间
忽远忽近的关系 担心或委屈
别人只一句话
就刺痛心里每一根神经

你的孤单是座城堡
让人景仰却处处防疫
你的温柔 那麼缓慢
小心翼翼脆弱又安静

也许我们都意会到
这次面对的幸福 是真的来临
因为太珍惜所以才犹豫
忘了先把彼此抱紧

我不是流言 不能猜测你
疯狂的游戏 需要谁准许
别人怎麼说 我都不介意
我爱不爱你 日久见人心

存一吋光阴 换一个世纪
摘一片苦心 酿一滴蜂蜜
用尽了全力 只为在一起
我爱不爱你 爱久见人心

你的孤单是座城堡
让人景仰却处处防疫
你的温柔 那麼缓慢
小心翼翼脆弱又安静

也许我们都意会到
这次面对的幸福 是真的来临
因为太珍惜所以才犹豫
忘了先把彼此抱紧

我不是流言 不能猜测你
疯狂的游戏 需要谁准许
别人怎麼说 我都不介意
我爱不爱你 日久见人心

存一吋光阴 换一个世纪
摘一片苦心 酿一滴蜂蜜
用尽了全力 只为在一起
我爱不爱你 爱久见人心
存一吋光阴 换一个世纪
摘一片苦心 酿一滴蜂蜜
用尽了全力 只为在一起
我爱不爱你 爱久见人心 爱久见人心

Pretty boy

Pretty boy
U are nt the perfect one
U r nt the handsome one

But,
U are the one that can make me smile always
U are the one that I always want to stay with
U are the one tat always appear in my mind
U are the one that so warm n cheerful
U are the one that made me feel so comfortable to stay with
U are the one tat I want to share all my secrets with

Thanks for ur confession
It made me shy ,bt it calm my heart down too
Thanks
Saranghae~

4th day

It's the fourth day

I found tat I m so energetic n easily hungry for the past few days

Is it bcoz I'm too happy?

Hehe,I dun noe~~~

The only thing I know is, u made me feel secure when u r beside me ^^

Thanks

Tdy is a special day tat I won't forget for my entire life

It's the first time I only slept for two hours

It's the first time I m so so so nervous

It's the first time I cn smile by my own like a crazy ppl

I m really cnt imagine this ll happen to me

I hope tat the moment we hold each other hand,we ll nv easily give up on this relationship in the future~

Appreciation(21/8/2013)

1. Such a good weather
2. Mum dun hv high bp/sugar level/cholesterol
3. Chat with my bff
4. Get lovely candy
5. Took a nap in afternoon
6. He is tere.

Appreciate

Tdy,I read a good book in mph.
It stated that,we can try to state out all the good things in the end of the day.
Then,after a period of time,we ll start to appreciate what we are having n satisfied for our current situation .
So,start by tdy,I ll try it ^^

6th August 2013 sunny day
1.tdy is nt a rainy day.
2.gt free subway breakfast frm my sis
3.sis fetch me to mahsa,no need to take bus
4.watch a touching movie .
5.have a delicious Korea food as lunch
6.the dessert is awesome.
7.learnt some hokkien words
8.nt so many passengers in ktm.
9.it's windy while waiting my sis come to ktm fetch me bck
10.hang out with someone tat I like……

诗2

天黑了
眼关着了
心还颤抖着

天微亮
眼睁开了
心仍然颤抖

为什么
因为害怕
还是因为你

诗 1

夜里
梦里
全是你

睡了
醒了
还想你

念你
想你
失眠夜

我的心
我的意
你不懂

你的心
你的意
我不解

朋友
情人
差一步

Sweet

I felt a little bit sweet nw....
All of the memories tat we gained…
All the stupid games tat we played…
It made me felt 'sweet'^^

Twitter

Although one month hvnt over yet~~bt I ll reactivate my Twitter soon~~~~
See u soon,Twitter~~~

慕容席

如何讓你遇見我

在我最美麗的時刻


為這

我已在佛前求了五百年

求佛讓我們結一段塵緣

佛於是把我化做一棵樹

長在你必經的路旁



陽光下

慎重地開滿了花

朵朵都是我前世的盼望


當你走近

請你細聽

那顫抖的葉

是我等待的熱情



而當你終於無視地走過

在你身後落了一地的

朋友啊

那不是花瓣

那是我凋零的心

Sixth day.....good weather ^^

Cnt wait for tmr~~~my mini zoo trip with bff^^

Tdy,I m the chef for dinner ^^
Wat I cooked?hehe…tomato fried eggs ~~~

Fifth day.... Rainy day

Yesterday night din sleep well,keep dreaming....I dreamed tat I accidentally met chai li n bring her to Sogo ~~~Then,we met my secondary skul fren n also Pan Yap.Pan yap with a messy look :P

In the afternoon,I went out with mum n bro to consult the doctor. I m so happy tat mum din depend on wheelchair anymore. N the most important thing is,I found the good way to train her gait pattern^^yeah~~~~~

Fourth day...sunny day

Finally,I remembered what mistake I did in my practical exam~~~i did the transverse mobilisation grade III for L3 without moving patient leg~~damn it~~~~that's y I cnt get the marks tat I expected :)

Wat I did tdy?
Play hp games,read story book,teach mum exercise,eat n sleep,go to work in the night.....my life is simple enough,rite?

Third day...sunny day

Juz downloaded this song-because I love u
I get to know this song thru the story book....

If I climbed the highest mountain just to hold you tight
If I said that I would love you every single night
Would you ever let me down?

Well I'm sorry if it sounds kinda sad, it's just that
Worried, so worried
That you let me down

[Chorus]
Because I love you, love you
Love you, so don't let me down

If I swam the longest river just to call your name
If I said the way I feel for you would never change
Would you ever fool around

Well I'm sorry if it sounds kinda bad, just that
Worried, 'cause' I'm so worried
That you let me down

[Chorus]

Well I'm sorry if it sounds kinda bad, just that
Worried, 'cause' I'm so worried
That you let me down

Today,I went to Viva home for the popular book fair.I cnt believe tat I spent rm50 to buy 7 story books~~~~
Thus,I m gonna be a book worm in this holiday~~hurray~~~~~~~

Second day.....hot weather

I spent abt three days time to finish read this book.It able to make me emo for a while after read it.The storyline is long and sad.It's a great story~~~

Tdy,Ai ping asked me to go out on the upcoming Sunday,she is so desperate to meet me~~~haha~~~i miss her so much too ~~~~She told me her frens ll join together,it's time for me to make new frens^^

First day......rainy day

Today,I need to wake up in the early morning to go for physiotherapy with mum in HKL .
The pretty physiotherapist told us my mum cn be discharged .It's such a great news.
BT ,another bad news came,she said my mum may need to do TKR for another leg in the future.
If it really happens,my mum ll suffer a lot n her depression scale ll be higher...
She already suffered a lot n weaker than before,I cnt imagine wat ll happen if she do second times of TKR~~~~

After the physio treatment,we came bck home.I found a video ,n the song keeps replay in my mind
Lyrics:
If I walk would u run 
If I stop would u come
If I say you are the one
Would you believe me
If u ask you to stay
Would you show me the way
Tell me what to say
So you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While you are running away
To chase your dreams
It's time for us to make a move
Cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I m not ready
But I ll try for your love
I can hide up above
I ll try for your love
We have been hiding enough
I ll try for your love
I can hide up above

Suddenly,I remembered u.
I really hope tat u ll sing this song for me
Bt,it's impossible right?
It's also impossible for u to notice this blog n read my posts....
I know it...as u nv care about me....

一个月没有你的假期

如果有如果.....

如果我当初选择去UNIMAS 读护理
如果我当初选择去UTAR念物理治疗
如果我当初不认识Joyce

我就不会认识你
我就不会和你熟
我就不会喜欢你

那么我会快乐点儿吗？
那么我会自在点儿吗？
那么我会不再受伤吗？

如果回到过去，我还会选择喜欢你吗？

我不晓得… … …

你交给我那份信后，我一直等
等你主动找我
等你主动信息我
等你主动牵我的手

但是我，我的等待值得吗？
我期待的那一天回到来吗？
还是，我们之间永远只能停留在朋友的关系里呢？

现在，我需要一个假期
一个没有你存在的假期
好好整理思绪
停此对你的思念
面对对你的感情

一个月没有你的假期，正式开始～～～～

Aaron

Such A nice photo frm the super model-Aaaaaaaaaaron~~~~~

决定了

我决定了，我会暂时把Twitter 撤f掉
在未来的一个月，不会找他，不会想他
我可以的！！！！！！！

Holiday plan

Finally,holiday come~~~~

LAst time,I ll go for part time job in the holiday,bt this time,I decided to stay in the hse~~~

It's such A long time I din take a brake....
Everyday rush btwn school,workplace,new hse n old hse,so tired...

In this holiday,I m nt gonna watch drama only,I m also decided to plan my own physio treatment for mum!

I m gonna do a full assessment,outcome measures n treatment plan for her ~~~

This plan ll be started by tmr !

Hwaiting!!!!!!!!

依然是朋友

才知道 有些感受 我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间隐藏了什么 除了我自己没人懂 ...........我们都是最好的朋友 谁会有勇气去开口 不再哭 不再难过 我们还有好大好大的天空 故事的最后 我们都不曾失去过什么 我们依然是朋友

Mature

Recently,I met up with my old fren-Joyce
Tat day,I told her a lot of things,n both of us slightly drunk,did some stupid things :P

She said I m still look young,bt deep inside my heart bcom mature.....

Ya,it's true

I understand a few things nw :
1. Dun easily give up ,especially someone who is important for u ,if nt u ll regret in the future.U cnt meet the same ppl again in the future.

2.Family is the most important thing in our life.Only them ll truly love us n care for us.

3.Juz let it be.If it's urs,it ll be urs in the future no need to rush.

4. Enjoy our life in every single time,u won't know wat ll happen to u in the next moment .

5.Never compare ur life with others .No one can replace u n u r the special one .

6.Know what u want n try to grasp every chance when it's given .

Tat's wat I learnt in this few years after faced so many changes in my life :P

Now,I grow up .

忐忑

‘有的人究竟哪里好 谁都替代不了’  遗失的美好 by 张韶涵

他究竟哪里好，可以让我的心一下子心花怒放，一下子忐忑不安......

我很喜欢他，喜欢和他在一起的时光
喜欢他听我诉苦，喜欢他陪我玩
我还向他告白了
真的告白了
他也我给了我不明不白的答案

我很害怕失去他，我会吃他的醋
我很在意他的一切

当他唱歌给我听，我心跳得很快很快，人生第一次有人能人我心跳的如此的快

他答应和我单独出去，我以为自己在发梦，我开心得一直傻笑

他和我肩并肩看电影时，我一直期待他会牵我的手....但是他没有

那一天，很特别的一天，他请我看电影，他没有催促想回家，他陪我到处逛，他还送我回家，那代表什么呢？

他答应和我单独约会，是因为他喜欢我吗？他喜欢我吗？他喜欢我吗？

这个问题一直一直的缠绕着我....
如果他喜欢我，那么为什么每次都是我主动，他不主动来找我呢？

看来，只有时间帮到我，时间才可以证明一切

就让一切顺其自然吧～～～
或许我和他都还没准备好，不够成熟，不够勇敢的我们，暂时只能是好朋友......