Working life

Such a long time i din update my blog

Finally i started my career
My career as a physiotherapist ,a job that i dreaming of

Am i enjoy it?
Not really
Why?
Because of the working environment
The colleagues aren't good at all
No one i can talk to in the workplace
I can only smile to them and keep quiet
In the end ,i always keep a fake smile on my face ,in which i hate it

What to do
I choose to work here
I should continue it ,accept all the challenges and burden
The only thing that can let me have a bright smile on my face is my patient
When they appreciate my work ,they have lots of improvement ,i ll be very happy and smile like sunshine

So
I love my job
I should ignore the bad working environment and poor colleague
Concentrate on my work
Don't let others influence my emotion
Be strong girl ,I can do it!!!!
I ll be a senior here in the future
And I ll change the entire working attitude here
No more laziness ,no more talk bad at others ,no more selfishness
Everyone must help each other ,share the burden together ,be good to each other~~~~

Wait

Since four years ago I started to learn how to wait
Wait for the response
Wait for the answer
Wait for the invitation
Wait for the right timing
Wait for the promises to come true
Wait and wait and wait
In the end I was sad and frustrated
But I will easily be happy again when u talk to me
It's just because I love u too much
I m damn stupid girl right?

Happy 2nd anniversary!!!0609

Happy 2nd anniversary to my love one
I din prepare any present for u ,but I prepared a love letter for u  ,and it is also considered as my little secret.

I never tell u this secret is because I m too shy to tell u ~

I m scared that u ll be shocked because I like u for too long time ~hahaha~

Well ,in the end ,I decided to tell u as I m scared I don't have the opportunity to tell u in the future .

If we love someone ,we must show it to them .

So I must tell u how much I love you .

Recently ,I told u that I get touched and cry easily .

It happened again when I m writing the love letter .

My tears rolling in my eyes while I m writing the love letter .

I felt that 2 years is so short .Everything is happened so fast.I cant believe that we already know each other for four years and I like u for four years also .

In this four years time , a lot of things were happened .

We had undergone lots of sweet and bitter moments .

We had our sweet times ,we fight ,we get upset because of each other .
But ,no matter what is happened ,we still remain together ,we solve the problems together and smile back to each other ,never give up on each other .

My love for u getting deeper .

I love you ,not only because of u ,it's also because I love the way I m when I was with u
I love you ,not only because of what u did for me ,it's also because of what we did together

I ll always remember the happy ,sweet and relax moments when I m with u
I ll always remember the silly things we did ,the games we played together

U are the greatest treasure in my life
You made me to become a better girl ,a lucky girl and a sweet girl

I love you ,I will never forget my feeling when I fall for u ,you are my sunshine boy.

Mr. Right,Mrs. Right

今天跟朋友去跑步
跑呀跑
一边跑一边料聊

他说了关于他朋友的烦恼
有一个
四年过去了，感情淡了
另外一个，没有安全感

我似乎都经历过

现在的我
不管那么多了
做好自己
好好爱自己
照顾自己
我不会刻意去找那个对的人
因为我只想成为他的对的人

I don't need a Mr. Right
I just want to be ur Mrs. Right

理想对象

每个人心里都对自己的伴侣有一定的标准
我想
我应该想喜欢老实乖乖型的
哈哈哈
我的男朋友
打扮得体
斯文有礼貌
喜欢运动
高大微胖
对我很好
真的很好
所以我超爱他的

真的不容易

恋爱
真的那么美好吗

恋爱的开始是暧昧
那是最美好的时刻
一直猜测对方的心意
时时刻刻的甜蜜
时时刻刻的紧张感
真的很美好

一直到了在一起
一切变得不容易了

走在一起很容易
相守到最后
谁又能做到呢

彼此都有自己想要被爱的方式
可是现实是残酷的
对方不可能满足到你的渴望
这时候
只有妥协，包容了

恋爱
真的不容易
在一起时可以笑的很开心
可是
当你独自一个人胡思乱想时
那悲痛，孤单
绝对是很痛很痛的感觉
痛得让你忍不住想放弃这段感情

所以
在一起容易
相守难
亲爱的
我们可以相守到老吗？

我的故事

今天就让我说说我的故事吧

还记得我朋友问过我，你会粘人吗？

我问回我自己，我会吗？

答案是，我会。

还记得小时候，我太静了

我都只懂得跟自己玩，不会与人沟通

在学校都没朋友，只是自己一个人

一直到了中学，我开始有朋友了

我把她们当成我最好的朋友，但是最后还是一个一个的离开

一直到form 2那年，我遇见了另外一个好朋友

我和她很投机，我把她当成了我最好的朋友

我们一直粘在一起，时时刻刻的在一起

我把她当成了我很重要的人

只可惜，我们的友谊只维持了一年多

她伤害了我，我们再也当不成好朋友了

那时候，我才发现

我之前一直黏着他

当她离开后，我身边没有朋友了

我把她看得太重了

她离开后，我变得很孤独

那种感觉很难受。

从此以后

我再也不黏人了

我也不会主动把对方当成我最好的朋友

我尝试独立

我不想让自己失望

我不想把对方当成唯一，然后在失去对方过后，自己独自在角落里擦泪

但是

矛盾的是

我很怕孤独的感觉

我很怕一个人站在人群中

所以我总是找人陪我

希望我不会孤单

但是

我也很害怕

当我把对方看得很重要时，如果他离去了，我该怎么办

所以

我不敢太黏人

我尝试独立

那么，我就不会失望

我也不会受伤了

对吧？

莫非，这就是爱情

最近迷上这部戏了
基本上它的剧情没什么特别，但是男女主角都很吸晴
最重要的是，他们太闪了，他们的互动好甜蜜哦~~~

在第六集中，女主角遇上了挫败，母亲进院了
男主角很慌张，因为他找不到她
最后他找到了她，把头倚靠在她的肩膀
告诉她，无论如何都不要让他找不到她，他会一直在她的身边陪着她
这一幕，瞬间融化了我的心
太幸福了

被需要的感觉，被关心的感觉，被保护的感觉
被守护的感觉，被依赖的感觉，我真的很需要它们

我希望我的男主角也会这么的需要我，关心我，保护我，守护我，偶尔依赖我
我的肩膀永远都只属于他的
我希望他的那一句 ‘我会一直在你身边’ 不是口头上说而已
在我难过，遇到挫败时，他能让我看到他，拥抱他
让我感觉到他的存在，他的体温，他的关心
让我不用自己在角落独自哭泣
让我不用一直假装坚强
让我可以任性的大哭一场
可以吗？
坚强久了，独立久了
我也累了... ... ...

小幸运

你就是我的小幸运
幸亏当初没有错过你
谢谢你
与你相遇的我好幸运
希望我的幸运可以维持到永远

寂寞
一个人在夜里呻吟着
我怎么见不到他呢
他怎么不来找我呢
距离太远吗

如果相见了
又能做什么呢
或许仕么都不做
只因为想见到对方

思念
是一种病
不痛不痒
但是煎熬好一阵子

Finally we are graduated~~~
We are officially a physiotherapist now yea~~
All our efforts were paid off~~
It's the time to think about the future now....

Thanks for ur encouragement during exam time
The moment i saw u when u come before my exam time ,i felt happy for awhile
Then ,when i step into exam room ,u keep watching me frm outside ,i got a feeling like u are a daddy who watching his kid having exam n worrying for the kid~~hahahaha~~ ur attitude made me feel funny and warmth at the same time~~^^ Thanks a lot~~

Do u know u are the sweetest person in my life...
U always make me smile happily ~~
Everytime u hold my hand ,i know i wont get lost anymore ,u will ensure i m secure and always by ur side ^^

Once we are graduated ,we are considered as working adult
It's time for us to chase our dream ,fight for the future ,become mature than before.
For now ,both of us are not mature yet... anything can be happened in the future and we need to conquer it together~~
I hope that nothing will affect our relationship ,our sweetness can go on and we ll regard each other as life partner in the future ...

EMO

Emo~ing
Depress~ing

why ?why?why?

I just want to sleep all the time or cry all the time
A smile on my face doesnt mean anything
It is too stress for me
My over-thinking ,my selfishness ,all ruined me life

Maybe i should let it go and dont expect too high ... ... ...

Strength

I need strength~~
Plz give me some strength~~
Although i say assignment is harder than practical exam,bt practical exam is the most streeful exam for me as my marks is always placed in border line~~
PLz plz plz~~plz sharpen my skill and made me think faster~~~

Final exam

It's our final year
Three more weeks to go b4 graduation

I know we had argument before
Luckily we solve it together

Now,there is no way to look back at it
What we can do is look forward
Look forwards at our goal
Chase our dream together
Support each other and achieve our dream together
Create our own bright future together

Hwaiting my dear~~~
I ll always give u a helping hand when u need it~~
Dont worry ,be happy~Smile~~~

I love u

My brilliant life

Such a long time i didn't update my blog as i m busy for my final clinical posting .

Yes, it's my final clinical posting ,the last chance for me to act as a student in clinical area .
I didn't really learn a lot this time as my CE are quiet 'lazy' .
However ,i still enjoy it ,they treat me well ,i get new friends from different college ,the ever first time for me to become a coordinator of a dancing performance ,get closer to my college friend ...

I was posted in radiotherapy ward during my last two weeks of CP .
The patients had cancer .
Hence ,the environment there is definitely different from medical ward .
It's quiet and calm .
Everyone work on their own peace ,no need to rush .
Hence ,i able to treat the patient in detailed and talk with the carer for carer education .

I met a lot of female patient with breast cancer ,male patient with prostate cancer ,and a teenager with brain tumor .

The way they face their condition are different .
Some of them are depress as they think they become the burden of their family .
Some of them always show a brightly smile as they never give up on their own life .

I met a teenager with brain tumor.
He had left body weakness and intention tremor .
He was only 18 years old .

He is the one that always gave me a brightly smile whenever i met him .
He was cooperative throughout the treatment and he able to tolerate the pain tat he is having .
He had a positive mind set .
He never give up on himself .
I also try my best to help him optimize his functional abilities .

The patients that i treated everyday always reminded me that i should appreciate what i m having now
I able to walk freely ,i able to eat whatever i like ,my friends and family are right there for me when i need them , i able to listen my favorite songs ,i can sing , i can sleep well in the night ,i m always pampered by the one that love me ,i m doing the job that i love the most ,i have a great life .

I should appreciate every moment that i m having with my friends ,family and my loved one .

Whatever that they did for me ,i will appreciate it .
Whatever fault that they did ,i ll choose to forgive .
I love them ,i give them freedom .

Just watch a movie tdy ,it's called 'My Brilliant Life '
It's a great movie .
I rated it as 8/10
It teach us to appreciate the time we are having now .
It teach us the unconditional love of the parents .
Really love this movie a lots ,great actors and actress ,bravo~~~
It's worth to watch .

最难的是相遇

曾经 

我觉得你很木讷

我觉得你很像书呆子

我觉得我和你是两条平行线

不知过了多久

与你的相遇

让我的世界不一样了

我每天期待着与你的相遇

期待着你的笑容

期待着和你度过的每一刻

现在

我和你的相遇

让我成为了一个幸福的女生

让我多了份自信

让我学会了独立

让我学会了包容和体谅

谢谢你

最难的是偶遇，最难的也是相遇

偶遇让我遗憾，与你的相遇，让我想把握当下，让我们的相遇成为最幸福的事~

成长

很多人都说爱情可以让一个人成长
那么，我成长了

我学会了独立
不再依赖你的关心

我学会了独处
不再无时无刻去找你了

我学会了安慰自己
不再胡思乱想了

我们接下来会有两个月无法见到面
就算你从外地回来了，因为课业的忙碌，我们也很难去拍拖了

但是，我不再像以前那样了
我会安下心
等待着
等我们毕业了，关系可以向家人公开，我们更加的认定彼此
我会等待着那些时刻的到来
我不再急躁
只因有你在