Brother

Everyone gt something tat they regret for.....

The 1st thing tat i regret in my life is ...why i throw te bottle towards him???

He is my brother....someone who is lazy ,don't care others feeling n picky eaters

He alwaz drives me crazy .... juz bcoz of his attitudes.

However ,he is good brother n son .He always takes cares of mum ,protect us ,n loves me so much .

But ,no matter i know hw much he loves me ,tere is still a gap btwn us.

This is due to an incident during childhood time .

I still remember when i m small ,he likes to play around with me .

He bought me a little bear as my birthday present .

However ,everyting is changed due to te incident .

After tat incident ,we are nt close to each other anymore .

He still sayang me .... bt we ll nt chat ,we ll nt play around with each other anymore.

Everytime when i think abt it ,my tears ll come out involuntary n my heart is so pain ....

Why we bcum like tat???

Can i change te history???

Cry

Recently ,i found tat am i cry too much in this year?????

WHY i cry???
The only reason for me to cry is my family ....
I ll never cry for others instead of my family..... if one day i cry bcoz of u ,then it means u are so important for me like my family.....

I found tat i bcum more n more emotional ....
bcoz of my family?
bcoz of my study?
bcoz of ' somebody '?
I ll easily depress .... Sometimes may be i juz need somebody to talk with me ....bt must be the right person.
I dun like to share my things all around ,sometimes i prefer to talk to a few frens  rather than share it to everybody.....bt if i dun want to talk abt it,dun force me to do tat ,okay?

I think i need to rest ,think abt wat i shld do in the future ,wat shld i give up.....