最难的是相遇

曾经 

我觉得你很木讷

我觉得你很像书呆子

我觉得我和你是两条平行线

不知过了多久

与你的相遇

让我的世界不一样了

我每天期待着与你的相遇

期待着你的笑容

期待着和你度过的每一刻

现在

我和你的相遇

让我成为了一个幸福的女生

让我多了份自信

让我学会了独立

让我学会了包容和体谅

谢谢你

最难的是偶遇，最难的也是相遇

偶遇让我遗憾，与你的相遇，让我想把握当下，让我们的相遇成为最幸福的事~

成长

很多人都说爱情可以让一个人成长
那么，我成长了

我学会了独立
不再依赖你的关心

我学会了独处
不再无时无刻去找你了

我学会了安慰自己
不再胡思乱想了

我们接下来会有两个月无法见到面
就算你从外地回来了，因为课业的忙碌，我们也很难去拍拖了

但是，我不再像以前那样了
我会安下心
等待着
等我们毕业了，关系可以向家人公开，我们更加的认定彼此
我会等待着那些时刻的到来
我不再急躁
只因有你在

Happy 23th birthday

Yeah yeah yeah~~~ It's my 23th birthday

This year birthday ,I have an unforgettable and surprised birthday celebration with my love~~

We went to citta mall again to have our lunch and dinner

 We also played mini putt .

We played it in an unusual way and have lots of fun there.

I m really enjoy the moment hanging around with him and play around with him .I m juz relax and laugh a lot when he is around me .

In the night ,we had our wonderful dinner in Tony Romas .

After that ,his plan was began .

He made an excuse that he want to put the food inside the car and asked me to wait for him .

At that moment ,I knew that he gonna bring something for me from the car .

I walked slowly to the spot that he mentioned and waiting for him .

I m just nervous and curious at the same time .

After awhile ,he appeared in front of me with a huge box .
At that time ,i know that what is inside the huge box.
That is my favorite huge bear~~
He made my dream came true ~~
Then i opened my gift and hug the bear tightly
He showed me the birthday card and read the contents
My tears almost fall down at that moment....
I m so touching for the efforts he made
I m so touching for him to rmb the things that i said
I m just so touching until i dont know how to react and what to say .
When we on the way back ,we kept silent ,we hold each others hand

The moment i reached home ,i asked him a question ,how deep is his love for me,he gave me a very sweet answer .
Dumb dumb ,if u ask me the same question ,my answer will be the same as yours ,infinity....
I wouldn't doubt for your love ,i will always support you by your side and i will always love you ~~
Really appreciate for your effort to give me such a surprise birthday celebration ,unforgettable and wonderful moment~~u are so lovely and sweet~~love u so so much~~

Final year

Final year
Project proposal
6000 words
Deadline
Seminars
Workshops

These words always pop up in our mind now...they tense up everyone...no mood for Christmas...facing laptop everyday

My depression scale also gone up higher so sudden due to 'stress'
However ,my depression always come and go in a few days ,it wont last long ,and i ll find the best solution to solve it ,so don't worry for me.
But ,promise me ,never ignore me!
Ignorance will make me get frustrated and cry even harder ...

You are stress
You scared that cannot finish project proposal by time .
You facing laptop everyday with papers around the table.
Everyone facing the same thing too
Some of them not even want to face the reality ,still playing around and do last minutes work

So , my dear ,
Just 'absorb' the stress ,'digest' it ,then facing it with lots of courage .
Believe in urself ,you will finish it by time with a best piece of work .

This month ,u may need to face laptop and papers for long period of time
But ,give some intervals for u to rest ,rest ur eyes ,calm ur mind ,then continue ur works again
Never get frustrated when u feel ur progression is slow.
Everyone has their own style ,never compare with others...
Set a target for urself ,achieve it ,and sleep comfortly every night without worrying about the deadline of pp. ,worrying solve nothing .
Just be confidence ,you can do it,i ll be there for u no matter how late it is ... never forget about me o~

25/11/14

My fren sent me a 'thanks' video

The memories are popped up in my mind

It reminds me about the old memories

In the enc ,i look bck at my old photos

From secondary school time till now

There is some differences there

First ,my smiley face,from closed mouth to opened mouth

Secondly ,my frens around me ,changed a lot

Thirdly ,the frequency of photo i took together with my frens ,become lesser

Suddenly 

I missed the STPM  times

I can meet my best fren frequently

we hang out and chat freely 

I go for classes everyday ,chat with the one beside me 

Starred at the front there for some 'reason'

But 

there is still some 'not good' memories for me during STPM  time

Especially it made my heart broken into pieces ...

But 

I m still glad that i have that experience , it made my school life not too boring at all...

Hopefully i can meet TS again in the future and let TS get to know me better as i missed the chance last time....

29/10/14

It's a tiring day .
I was screwed up for today's workshop .
I knew i din prepare well,my skills are weak ,i m not good in generate appropriate force in the treatment
I m lack of confidence when i m trying to perform the skills in front of Mr. P

However ,i knew i tried my best .
I tried my best to calm myself
I tried my best to show my skills in front of the class
I tried my best to read about the principles and details after the class
I m trying my best to discipline myself
I can do it!!!!!!!

28/10/14

Well ,no quotes for tdy as a quote per day is too boring...

The classes are started nw
Everyday got seminar and workshop
We need to prepare for presentations ,workshop and assignment
Well, we are considered to be busy in this moment

Everytime i ll take a nap once i reached home after school
After a nap ,i need to prepare dinner
Then start to work in the night

However, my work progression is always slow as i m easily be distracted by facebook and youtube
In the end ,i just wrote a few sentences for my assignment
And i will sleep in the late night

What to do?
Now is my final year
I m gonna graduate soon
But i m still confusing everyday

The only thing i can do now is CONCENTRATE!!!!
Don/t ever think too much
And be confidence !!!

Yes!!!! I can do it!!!! Fighting~~~