Working life

Such a long time i din update my blog

Finally i started my career
My career as a physiotherapist ,a job that i dreaming of

Am i enjoy it?
Not really
Why?
Because of the working environment
The colleagues aren't good at all
No one i can talk to in the workplace
I can only smile to them and keep quiet
In the end ,i always keep a fake smile on my face ,in which i hate it

What to do
I choose to work here
I should continue it ,accept all the challenges and burden
The only thing that can let me have a bright smile on my face is my patient
When they appreciate my work ,they have lots of improvement ,i ll be very happy and smile like sunshine

So
I love my job
I should ignore the bad working environment and poor colleague
Concentrate on my work
Don't let others influence my emotion
Be strong girl ,I can do it!!!!
I ll be a senior here in the future
And I ll change the entire working attitude here
No more laziness ,no more talk bad at others ,no more selfishness
Everyone must help each other ,share the burden together ,be good to each other~~~~

Wait

Since four years ago I started to learn how to wait
Wait for the response
Wait for the answer
Wait for the invitation
Wait for the right timing
Wait for the promises to come true
Wait and wait and wait
In the end I was sad and frustrated
But I will easily be happy again when u talk to me
It's just because I love u too much
I m damn stupid girl right?

Happy 2nd anniversary!!!0609

Happy 2nd anniversary to my love one
I din prepare any present for u ,but I prepared a love letter for u  ,and it is also considered as my little secret.

I never tell u this secret is because I m too shy to tell u ~

I m scared that u ll be shocked because I like u for too long time ~hahaha~

Well ,in the end ,I decided to tell u as I m scared I don't have the opportunity to tell u in the future .

If we love someone ,we must show it to them .

So I must tell u how much I love you .

Recently ,I told u that I get touched and cry easily .

It happened again when I m writing the love letter .

My tears rolling in my eyes while I m writing the love letter .

I felt that 2 years is so short .Everything is happened so fast.I cant believe that we already know each other for four years and I like u for four years also .

In this four years time , a lot of things were happened .

We had undergone lots of sweet and bitter moments .

We had our sweet times ,we fight ,we get upset because of each other .
But ,no matter what is happened ,we still remain together ,we solve the problems together and smile back to each other ,never give up on each other .

My love for u getting deeper .

I love you ,not only because of u ,it's also because I love the way I m when I was with u
I love you ,not only because of what u did for me ,it's also because of what we did together

I ll always remember the happy ,sweet and relax moments when I m with u
I ll always remember the silly things we did ,the games we played together

U are the greatest treasure in my life
You made me to become a better girl ,a lucky girl and a sweet girl

I love you ,I will never forget my feeling when I fall for u ,you are my sunshine boy.

Mr. Right,Mrs. Right

今天跟朋友去跑步
跑呀跑
一边跑一边料聊

他说了关于他朋友的烦恼
有一个
四年过去了，感情淡了
另外一个，没有安全感

我似乎都经历过

现在的我
不管那么多了
做好自己
好好爱自己
照顾自己
我不会刻意去找那个对的人
因为我只想成为他的对的人

I don't need a Mr. Right
I just want to be ur Mrs. Right

理想对象

每个人心里都对自己的伴侣有一定的标准
我想
我应该想喜欢老实乖乖型的
哈哈哈
我的男朋友
打扮得体
斯文有礼貌
喜欢运动
高大微胖
对我很好
真的很好
所以我超爱他的

真的不容易

恋爱
真的那么美好吗

恋爱的开始是暧昧
那是最美好的时刻
一直猜测对方的心意
时时刻刻的甜蜜
时时刻刻的紧张感
真的很美好

一直到了在一起
一切变得不容易了

走在一起很容易
相守到最后
谁又能做到呢

彼此都有自己想要被爱的方式
可是现实是残酷的
对方不可能满足到你的渴望
这时候
只有妥协，包容了

恋爱
真的不容易
在一起时可以笑的很开心
可是
当你独自一个人胡思乱想时
那悲痛，孤单
绝对是很痛很痛的感觉
痛得让你忍不住想放弃这段感情

所以
在一起容易
相守难
亲爱的
我们可以相守到老吗？

我的故事

今天就让我说说我的故事吧

还记得我朋友问过我，你会粘人吗？

我问回我自己，我会吗？

答案是，我会。

还记得小时候，我太静了

我都只懂得跟自己玩，不会与人沟通

在学校都没朋友，只是自己一个人

一直到了中学，我开始有朋友了

我把她们当成我最好的朋友，但是最后还是一个一个的离开

一直到form 2那年，我遇见了另外一个好朋友

我和她很投机，我把她当成了我最好的朋友

我们一直粘在一起，时时刻刻的在一起

我把她当成了我很重要的人

只可惜，我们的友谊只维持了一年多

她伤害了我，我们再也当不成好朋友了

那时候，我才发现

我之前一直黏着他

当她离开后，我身边没有朋友了

我把她看得太重了

她离开后，我变得很孤独

那种感觉很难受。

从此以后

我再也不黏人了

我也不会主动把对方当成我最好的朋友

我尝试独立

我不想让自己失望

我不想把对方当成唯一，然后在失去对方过后，自己独自在角落里擦泪

但是

矛盾的是

我很怕孤独的感觉

我很怕一个人站在人群中

所以我总是找人陪我

希望我不会孤单

但是

我也很害怕

当我把对方看得很重要时，如果他离去了，我该怎么办

所以

我不敢太黏人

我尝试独立

那么，我就不会失望

我也不会受伤了

对吧？